self-righteousness

Sometimes I doubt my reasons.

I swore to defend my people, the only reason I took on this job. But as useless, bureaucracy gets in the way. The solution was so darned easy, yet for the life of me I wonder why they won't fix it. They could've easily fixed that if they wanted to, but then again, it's not in their ballpark anymore.

And such a thousand implications of just a name. That's why I have many names--like a thousand selves, when one is forbidden, I would simply change.

This is one of the days that sometimes what people define as wrong and right aren't clear. And I wish that next time I'll find the courage to stand up and say or do what I see as the only white in a sea of grey.